Tonight I just had the sudden urge to blog,maybe because of the rainy weather (that has been going on for the past two weeks)or maybe because I feel like any minute now my mind will explode with everything that’s going on these past few weeks.Prelim has been stressing the hell out of me,too much paperwork,too much report and too much study needed.This week is our prelim exam sched. and I am screaming murder.Memorizing words, definitions isn’t a problem for me,ever since,but Math? God it has been a bitch to me since elementary.I am trying my best to understand it,actually I am doing well during our discussions and recitations but I don’t know why whenever the paper is given to me during exams my mind shuts down the minute I see the questions,and it’s so frustrating cause it’s like I didn’t study about it which isn’t true cause I reserve my 2 hours,2 fucking hours, just to memorize all the formulas,even the simple one.And as I am typing this I just finished reviewing for our Statistics exam tomorrow and I feel so dizzy with everything that I TRIED to memorize.But seriously other than school stressing me I feel like I need a breather with everything that’s going on with my life.The same routine everyday and some people around me are suffocating me.I just want a space.To find what I really want.To do what I want to do.