I would really like to blog now,so I will :D

Yesterday and today I feel like I’m on a cloud nine,it’s been a while since I felt this gleeful feeling.It came over me in a rush (lol the lyrics) I am really not expecting it,somehow it made me feel shy but then it’s been a while (part 2!) since I felt this “kilig” HAHAHA I feel like I’m on Elementary again :P I can’t really say that IT IS a crush cause I think it ISN’T,it’s just I am pleased when I see his face,with that boy next door look who wouldn’t drool over him? But now I am kinda confused,with the way things are turning out,I am not sure if I can still put up that barrier between crush and drooling,somehow I feel different,but I don’t want to entertain it,I know this would be gone sooner than I expected besides I am not ready for such things again,things that I don’t even have a 1% chance with,things that would only hurt me :)) Anyhow I am still feeling blessed and happy,with both my family and friends. I would do anything for this feeling to last somehow it makes me scare because it seems too good to be true,but I can only wish for the best :) x

P.S. Thank you My Lord.