I don’t know what’s with me these days,it’s like I'm longing for something I can’t think of or I feel sad with no reason.It kinda bothers me cause even after a good day I still feel empty.It feels like everything has changed,sobrang iba na yung mga bagay ngayon,and I can’t help but to feel different also.Ngayon fake friends and arguments are everywhere kaya I make sure na iniisip ko muna yung mga bagay na gagawin ko.I miss my carefree days,I miss living life without worrying about tomorrow,I miss everything.I guess this is what growing up feels like,nung bata ako I always wonder how does it feel to be a teen,how does it feel to be like somewhat “independent”,yung tipong hindi ka na hatid-sundo sa school,yung wala ka ng dalang lunchbox,yung hindi na si Mommy napili ng damit mo and yung nakakalabas ka na mag isa with your friends, and now pag iniiisip ko na  yung mga bagay na pina pangarap ko dati eh nagagawa ko na ngayon I can’t help but to think na sobrang bilis na pala ng panahon, parang dati elementary pa lang ako now mag co-collage na ko.Hindi ko naman sinasabing I don’t like what I’m experiencing right now pero I can’t help but to wish na “sana bata na lang ulit ako” kasi honestly I miss my childhood,I miss my innocence yung tipong konti bagay lang yung alam mo,yung konting feelings lang nararamdaman mo.